I Miss the Evil Which I Hate

To forgive is to forget
Throughout our time
Of physical escapes
From daylight
Into nightworld
No holding the pain
It's always the same

It comes from the deepths
Of my heart and soul
That vicious kind of hatred
And I crawl from the grave
Of my guilt
Trying to get alive another day
I miss the evil which I hate
I miss the things which I cannot make

Going out from the assumptions of mind
You won't understand me
Beyond promises I do what I want
My sincerity is so far from me

Tears are falling in the darkness
Of my past, of my heart
In my eyes there's no love for life
I'll set everything on fire to enter chaos
A naturally born slave
From grave to grave
To become your holy one!