Letter To God

God
I'm not angry, just empty tonight
My hands are shaking, my fire's gone quiet
I tried to pray, but I only sighed
Sometimes silence is the only cry

If you can hear me through this noise
Please don't need perfect words, just my voice

I'm tired, lord
The kind that sleep can't heal
I'm fighting shadows I can't reveal
If you're still near, don't let me fall apart
Stay where the light still reaches my heart
I'm tired but I'm still yours

They say have faith, but they don't see
The weight that lives inside of me
I'm not asking you to fix it all
Just sit with me till the night feels small

If all I have is this quiet ache
Let it be the prayer you take

I'm tired, lord
The kind that sleep can't heal
I'm fighting shadows I can't reveal
If you're still near, don't let me fall apart
Stay where the light still reaches my heart
I'm tired but I'm still yours

If I can't sing, let the wind do it for me
If I can't speak, let the sax breathe honestly
Every note, every tear that falls
You hear them all

I'm tired, lord
But I'm not alone
You're the calm I've always known
No words left, just heart and breath
I'm tired but you're my rest