Brother

Ive got alot thats on my mind today
But everyman got a story to tell
My brother watched his life go down the drain
His addiction took control of him
Everytime i see my brother look at me
I turn my head cause to me hes dead
Everything in this world aint really what it seems
But i know i gotta go on again

So much pressure so much pain
Everything to lose and nothing to gain
But im going on again
Its everything that he ever dreamed
Says things he doesnt mean
But im going strong again

Please my mother dont cry today
I know its hard cause hes your first born son
Dont blame yourself for the decisions made
I think its time that we just let him go

So much pressure so much pain
Everything to lose and nothing to gain
But im going on again
Its everything that he ever dreamed
Says things he doesnt mean
But im going strong again

All the times you lie
Tell me you change
But you never did
You just walked away
It always stays the same
Every time you cried
And you felt afraid
Look at what you did
Now just walk away
You'll never change

So much pressure so much pain
Everything to lose and nothing to gain
But im going on again
Its everything that he ever dreamed
Says things he doesnt mean
But im going strong again