A Lifetime Of Bad Habits

I don't wanna be here anymore
I'm sick of always waking up on the bathroom floor
From another night, I drank too much
Maybe I should give a fuck

Well, now you're in the shower
My head is in the toilet
I'm trying not to vomit
You're trying to ignore it

I'm afraid
Oh, I'm afraid

Well I'm not afraid of dying
Just dying alone
In a cold, lonely hospital bed
Without a hand to hold
And I can see you there beside me
Telling me I'll be okay
As the life starts to leave my body
And I slowly slip away
Oh, I slip away

I don't wanna be here anymore
I'm sick of disappointing all the people I adore
With another night I smoke too much
Maybe I should give it up

Well my lungs are turning black now
I'm having trouble breathing
Maybe I'll get cancer
Before you start to leave me

I'm afraid
Oh, I'm afraid

Well I'm not afraid of dying
Just dying alone
In a cold, lonely hospital bed
Without a hand to hold
And I can see you there beside me
Telling me I'll be okay
As the life starts to leave my body
And I slowly slip away
Oh, I slip away

Well I'm not afraid of dying
Just dying alone
In a cold, lonely hospital bed
Without a hand to hold
And I can see you there beside me
Telling me I'll be okay
As the life starts to leave my body
And I slowly slip away
Oh, I slip away