Deadweight

Hold out on what is real, I believed in an open- ended fate
And everything I took for granted, will all but redefine me

Blank stares calling out the coward in me
Their eyes pierce like bitter cold
I built this hell with my own two hands, blood mixed
With the mortar and bricks made of fucking gold

Keep me awake, and embrace the nothing
Being buried alive under the weight of passing time
I can't breathe, I can't see, through these bloodshot eyes

Keep me alive, these chains that bind and break me
Attached to the anchors of my demise
And I will rest on the ocean floor

I am Deadweight

Regret is all I have
I hold against myself the weight of the world
As the weight of my world
Comes crashing down. I can’t win
Regret is all I know
Hold against myself the weight of the world
As the weight of my world
Comes crashing down. I can’t win

All I know, is this hell I've built
And all I hear are the wolves at my doorstep
They're taking all I have; they're waiting patiently to watch me fall

Regret is all I have
I hold against myself the weight of the world
As the weight of my world
Comes crashing down
I can’t win
Regret is all I know
I hold against myself the weight of the world
As the weight of my world
Comes crashing down
I can’t win