Existence

I woke up today
Seeing the ruins
That came to be my life

Not understanding
I start to cry

The ashes on the ground
Remember me when I was
A child

The wind touching my skin
Let me percieve that now
I am a man

Looking to the mirror
I see a fallen man
A outlaw running away
From himself

All my fears
Breaching the core
Burning my skin
Turning to rust

Somethings will never change
Somethings will never end
These scars will never mend
And you can't understand

Will I be here?
Yes I will
But hey! Here's cold
Too cold and still

I am fading away
I am falling down
I am drifting away
I am dying now

...and you can't understand...