I Can Pretend

かかえこんできたたくさんのreasonkakaekonde kita takusan no reason
あなたとはただすれちがうrhythmanata to wa tada surechigau rhythm
きこえる？わたしたちの音がひざむkikoeru? watashi-tachi no oto ga hizamu
ひがしずむそしてまたきづくhi ga shizumu soshite mata kidzuku
we look たがいをみぬくwe look tagai wo minuku
わかりあえればしばられぬじゆうwakari aereba shibararenu jiyuu
i see you しかめっつらのりゆうi see you shikamettsura no riyuu
あなたとはちがう i can pretendanata to wa chigau i can pretend

but i know deep down in my heartbut i know deep down in my heart
いたみはみせないけどit hurtsitami wa misenai kedo it hurts
どうしてくれるの？このきずをdoushite kureru no? kono kizu wo
you don't know あなたにはわからないでしょyou don't know anata ni wa wakaranai desho?
but i hope you'll understand one daybut i hope you'll understand one day

おこってないふりもできるokottenai furi mo dekiru
かなしくないふりもできるkanashikunai furi mo dekiru
なんともないふりもできるできるできるnanto mo nai furi mo dekiru dekiru dekiru
i can pretend like i'm not madi can pretend like i'm not mad
i can pretend like i'm not hurti can pretend like i'm not hurt
i can pretend like it's all goodi can pretend like it's all good

it's all good, it's all goodit's all good, it's all good

なんでもわかってるっておもってるんだろうnande mo wakatteru tte omotterun darou?
みためだけでなにがわかるんだろうmitame dake de nani ga wakarun darou?
勝手にきめつけられるはだいろkatte ni kimetsukerareru hadairo
どこにあるの？わたしのいばしょdoko ni aru no? watashi no ibasho

いまはないでもかまわないima wa nai demo kamawanai
いつかかならず i'd be fineitsuka kanarazu i'd be fine
ちっちゃいドラマなんていみないchicchai dorama nante iminai
i don't wanna fighti don't wanna fight
ちまちましたくないchima chima shitakunai

no, i don't wanna fight no moreno, i don't wanna fight no more
くだらないことでつかうenergykudaranai koto de tsukau energy
もったいない i'm so tiredmottainai i'm so tired
でもみせたくないぼろぼろのわたしをdemo misetakunai boro boro no watashi wo
i hope you'll understand one dayi hope you'll understand one day

おこってないふりもできるokottenai furi mo dekiru
かなしくないふりもできるkanashikunai furi mo dekiru
なんともないふりもできるできるできるnanto mo nai furi mo dekiru dekiru dekiru
i can pretend like i'm not madi can pretend like i'm not mad
i can pretend like i'm not hurti can pretend like i'm not hurt
i can pretend like it's all goodi can pretend like it's all good

(but it's no good)(but it's no good)

わたしのきもちにだれかきづいてほしいwatashi no kimochi ni dare ka kidzuite hoshii
(ほんとうは i just wanna cry)(hontou wa i just wanna cry)
もうこれいじょうじぶんをおしころしたくないmou kore ijou jibun wo oshi koroshitakunai
だましタクない i just wanna be freedamashi takunai i just wanna be free
じぶんのためにいきたいjibun no tame ni ikitai
でもいまはまだdemo ima wa mada

おこってないふりもできるokottenai furi mo dekiru
かなしくないふりもできるkanashikunai furi mo dekiru
なんともないふりもできるできるできるnanto mo nai furi mo dekiru dekiru dekiru
i can pretend like i'm not madi can pretend like i'm not mad
i can pretend like i'm not hurti can pretend like i'm not hurt
i can pretend like it's all goodi can pretend like it's all good

it's all good, it's all goodit's all good, it's all good

i don't wanna act no morei don't wanna act no more
you don't know my painyou don't know my pain
you don't know nothingyou don't know nothing
だいじょうぶなわけないでもdaijoubu na wakenai demo
i can pretend like i'm not madi can pretend like i'm not mad
i can pretend like i'm not hurti can pretend like i'm not hurt
i can pretend like i'm so hurti can pretend like i'm so hurt
i can pretend like it's all goodi can pretend like it's all good