Mindful

I been slowly going crazy
Keep holding back myself
With all of the build up and lately
(I've) been hearing your cries for help

Take it back, take it back
Made up for what you lacked
Take you back, take you back
To give you all I have

You were so innocent I guess at first
All that I asked of you, don't make me hurt
Could never fathom you would do just that to me
I told you bout my dad, my insecurities

Don't think our happening was a coincidence
I loved you as you were or was it ignorance
Held you close cus I knew you had no one else
Guess I found comfort in knowing you needed help
Cus I see jungles when I look into your eyes

There's so much to you and there's so much that you hide
Said not to let the pain you cause me kill my high
But if you're gonna hurt me make this the last time

Keep it inside for me
Keep getting high for me
Your demons shout for me
Keeps you in mind for me

Keep it inside for me
Keep getting high for me
Your demons shout for me
Keeps you in mind for me