Apparitions

We’re so lost
And we don’t wanna be found

You make me feel itchy
Under my skin right to my bones
Please don’t tempt me
I been feeling so alone

I tried for years to make this house home
So I took control went off on my own

Do I repel you now
I’ve become what you use to be
Do you resent me now
You’d have to cross realms just to reach me

Now with the venomous eyes from my mother
Brain set to escape from father
I’ll be cutting the ties
Hope you realise
One day they’ll see through your disguise

We all have our share of storms
But you do it yourself
I'm too damn busy for apparitions
They’re not good for my health
You’re tied to the pyre
I am too
If I gag the choir
Am I becoming you
From the rain I will abstain
But you do it yourself

I’ve been crushed by the undergrowth before
Suffocated by the moss but I swallowed every spore
You hate your lifes tapestry but you forget your the weaver
You could try to reach me but I live in the ether

Made my escape
But I'm loud
Stay away don’t try to track me down
I’ve loved
I’ve lost
I’ll never be found
Once I'm lost I’ll never be found