Weak Lights

Where are you?
I've looked at it
I faced my defeat
I need to aid
What must I do
To make this happening
I feel my deep pain inside and this never ends

I'm looking a form
To improve what
What I have made
Made a mistake
And myself, never came back
From my nightmare, you please don't stay without act

But this time
I can say
I'm doing this for you, and I won't stay
I've just wanted to see your face
And I need to prove you that I'm not a fake