Soldier Orders

It started long before me
I never saw it coming
The distance, the promise
A state of isolation

And in my darkest nightmare
Things that I can't remember
The answer is drowning
This pain will last forever

My father, his duty
His orders, my brother
The promise, the breaking
Rejection, deception
Reflection, conception
The missing, the torture
The madness, the sadness
Can this be? Or is it?

The shadow cast before me
I walk inside your circle
Protect me, correct me
You got your orders, soldier

Inside my head is humming
Sometimes I hear them coming
The power, believing
The hate I hate believing

Where is this? It can't be
Who are you? I know you
You wouldn't, or would you?
Don't fight me, ignite me
My trigger, your finger
Your darkness, I know it
Come forward, I've seen it
I mean it

Your power is over
I've come to change the order
My training is perfect
I'm back, again

Your promise is broken
I drank your sacred water
My mission is holy
I'm back

My father, his duty
His orders, my brother
The promise, the breaking
Rejection, deception
Reflection, conception
The missing, the torture
The madness, the sadness
Can this be?

Your power is over
I've come to change the order
My training is perfect
I'm back, again

Your promise is broken
I drank your sacred water
My mission is holy
I'm back

The hate I hate believing
The hate I hate believing
I never saw it coming
I never saw it coming
The hate I hate believing
The hate I hate believing
I never saw it coming
I never saw it coming

You have your orders, soldier