Apesar de todo

Despite Everything

Apesar de todo

Despite everything, every tear shed, every lie,Apesar de todo cada lagrima caida cada mentira,
every time you were mine, there's a feelingcada vez que fuiste mia existe un sentimiento
and I don't deny that it was all a game, I can't grasp my dreamsy no lo niego que todo fue un juego no puedo captar mis sueños

I wish to see you, how much it hurt to lose you,Quisiera verte como me dolio perderte,
to think about living life with youpensar vivir la vida contigo
until death, even though I'm strong, bad luck mentions mehasta la muerte aunque soy fuerte me menciona mala suerte
not even a thousand caresses could stop youni mil caricias lograron detenerte
and yet you remain the first, I'll never forget youy sin embargo sigues siendo la primera nunca te olvidare
I swear, even if I die, I know you were badte juro aunque me muera se que fuiste mala
and my heart was worth nothing to you, up to this timey te valio mi corazon hasta este tiempo
I can't find the reason, I lost you damn it, I can't forget youno encuentro la razon te perdi a webo no puedo olvidarte
and I'll always sigh every time I remember you, how I wishy siempre suspirare cada vez al recordarte como quisiera
to go back a little and never have met youregresar un poco atras y nunca haberte conocido
so I could live in peacepara asi vivir en paz

And I still miss you, still think of you, still miss youY yo todavia te extraño todavia pienso en ti todavia te extraño
remembering the things we went through back thenacordandome las cosas que pasamos en aquel tiempo
I know I left you and sometimes I regret ityo se que te deje y en veces me arrepiento
when I'm alone, I miss you, I know you did wrongcuando estoy solo me da por extrañarte se que hiciste mal
and I wish to forgive you but I remembery yo quisiera perdonarte pero me acuerdo
when you cross my mind, what will other people saycuando pasas por mi mente que dira la otra gente
if I let you hurt me once again, I know I told yousi te dejo que me hagas daño una vez mas yo se que te dije
to leave me alone and here I am confusedque me dejes en paz y aqui estoy confundido
and distressed, thinking how things would have beeny afligido pensando como las cosas hubieran sido
if we had fixed everything, what's mine would be yourssi hubieramos arreglado todas las cosas lo mio fuera tuyo
and you would be my wife, how I wish to tell you how I feely tu fueras mi esposa como quisiera decirte lo que siento
how I wish you'd make me happy, I barely have the couragecomo quisiera que me pongas contento apenas tengo el valor
to say that despite everything, I still think of youpara decir que apesar de todo todavia pienso en ti

and I still miss you, still think of you, still miss you...y yo todavia te extraño todavia pienso en ti todavia te extraño...
I thought everything was very simple and to rebuild my life without youpensaba yo que todo era muy simple y rehacer mi vida sin ti
now maybe I should give you another chance, don't you think?ahora quiza deba darte otra oportunidad no crees?

and without denying it, every time I hear your voice, I sense you deny ity sin negarlo cada que escucho tu voz presiento que lo niegues
I know you suffer for both of us, that's why we keep seeing each otherse que sufres por los dos por eso mismo nos seguimos viendo
with smiles covering our feelings, keep pretendingcon las sonrisa cubriendo los sentimientod sigue fingiendo
as only you know how, I never thought life would be so bluecomo solo sabes tu nunca pense que la vida fuera tan azul
I can give you everything but as a lover, why does this manyo puedo darte todo pero como amante porque este hombre
keep moving forward, what would you do differently if you came backsigue pa delante que hicieras diferente si regresaras
you'd still mock me like you did before, you didn't thinktodavia te burlaras como lo hiciste antes no lo pensaste
I'd miss you a lot, let me think for a bitque te extrañara bastante deja que lo piense un poco
so I don't go crazy, I don't want to be sad eitherpara no volverme loco no quiero estar triste tampoco
maybe one day we'll be together again but for nowtalvez un dia estaremos juntos otra vez pero hasta ahora
my world is upside down and I still miss you, still thinkmi mundo sigue al revez y yo todavia te extraño todavia pienso
of you, still miss you... despite everythingen ti todavia te extraño... apesar de todo