Precious

I hope you know that you are precious to me
I fucking hate the new me
He's taking medicine to feel again
He can't get up to talk to them
You're so precious to me
I'm so sorry that you had to see me heal like this
I hope you know that you are precious to me
I fucking hate the new me
Everything is meant to be
Can't control my personality
You're so precious to me
I'll always fuck it up and let it slip away, away

I think I saw you in a dream last night
I know you're not my type, but it felt so right
Butterflies in my stomach but they're scared of flight
Why can't anything ever be perfect? It was perfect
I got replaced, take my face, it was all a fucking waste
But it's whatever, it's whatever
I've been through this shitty weather before
I've been through it before, yeah
Wish every moment was so special, I can think of several
Remember when you tied my shoe? You were so gentle
I wish that I was helpful, wish I was successful
Wish that I was special, special
And now I face reality, there's nowhere meant for me
Fuck being someone that I never even wanted to be
And I'm so close to living so happily
I'm gonna drop everything and move to the city

I hope you know that you are precious to me
I fucking hate the new me
He's taking medicine to feel again
He can't get up to talk to them
You're so precious to me
I'm so sorry that you had to see me heal like this
I hope you know that you are precious to me
I fucking hate the new me
Everything is meant to be
Can't control my personality
You're so precious to me
I'll always fuck it up and let it slip away, away
I let it slip away