Noise

I've had hands covering my mouth
I don't know if they were mine
Or someone else
But now I feel the cold air on my lips
And I'm scared as hell

Is this what I sound like?
Is this my voice

Saying I'm through staying quiet just cuz you hate the noise
Is this what it looks like?
Is this my life?
Walking around in the dark afraid I won't find the light
What I lost when I found me
What I lost when I found me
What I lost when I found me
But what I gained

Bitter sea, I step in to cross here
A melody becoming more clear
I tremble as the words form on my lips
In joy and fear

CH

I'm drawing a line and speaking a line
But look what it cost me
But keeping in line and learning to hide
Look where it got me

Is this what I sound like?
Is this my voice
Saying I'm through staying quiet just cuz you hate the noise
Is this what it feels like?
Is this my life?
Every good thing'll always remind me something has died
What I lost when I found me
What I lost when I found me
What I lost when I found me
But what I gained