Strange Things

Here it is again: Just me
I'm alone again and
I can feel the weight of silence

Making me crazy
Making me lazy
Setting me free

There it is again, I see
Out of control again
Another year has flown right by me
And I'm changing
These strange things keep happening

And I want you
But I know you're not coming back

And it's my fault
And I know you can't forgive that

Morning breaks again and I'm fine
The Sun is out again and I know it's time to step outside
But I'm afraid I might feel too alive

And I want you
But I know you're not coming back

And it's my fault
And I know you can't forgive that

Who am I for you to trust
When I keep fucking these things up?
I do

And now it's time to let you go
And sacrifice my selfish soul for you

And I want you
But I know you're not coming back

And it's my fault
And I know you can't forgive that