drunk thought

I bite my tongue even though it's hurting
I keep your secrets till my chest is burning
You never say: I'm yours out loud
'Cause I know you're way too fucking proud
So I play my part and I take your part in

I'm just a drunk thought
Someone to call when you need love
At 2 AM when you fill the cup
'Cause I'm the one till you sober up
I'm just a drunk thought
One you forget when you wake up
I'm never enough till I'm all you need
And it's killing me
I'll always be a drunk thought

I don't know why but I'll always want you
I'm your second plan when your first one falls through
It hurts so bad to fall so deep
For something you can never keep
So I wait for your name on my phone to come through

I'm just a drunk thought
Someone to call when you need love
At 2 AM when you fill the cup
'Cause I'm the one till you sober up
I'm just a drunk thought
One you forget when you wake up
I'm never enough till I'm all you need
And it's killing me
I'll always be a drunk thought

I'm just a drunk thought
Call me 'cause you know I'll pick up
It's like you don't care I'm just human
One day I hope that I'm worth it

Till then I'll just be a drunk thought
One you forget when you wake up
I'm never enough till I'm all you need
And it's killing me
I'll always be a drunk thought