Myself To Blame

Regret is all I feel inside this twisted mind
If only I could turn back time and change my actions
I've hurt you over and over again and you don't deserve it
I'm done with the man I used to be

Neglecting my own soul
As I dig a deeper hole
But please believe me when I say that I have changed
With no one but myself to blame

Temptations got the best of me
I'm sorry, I was too blind, to fucking see
You're the only one I love and yet I failed miserably
But you forgive me anyway, despite our history

Neglecting my own soul
As I dig a deeper hole
But please believe me when I say that I have changed
With no one but myself to blame

React to things before I think
(I never knew I needed change)
I have been pushed until the brink
(Mentally locked inside a cage)

How can you still love me when I don't love myself?
How can you accept me when I have torn you down?
You're the archetype of an angel and I'm the fucking plague
But I swear to you that this time
Things are gonna change

Neglecting my own soul
As I dig a deeper hole
But please believe me when I say that I have changed
With no one but myself to blame