Fighting Myself

I chased every dream that the world sold to me
I fought to the top till I had everything
Obsessed till success was a sixth sense to me
Then I slayed all my giants with just skin and bone
Made something from nothing as I took the throne
King of the world but my heart doesn't know

It feels like I've got it all
So tell me, what's wrong with my soul?

My heart wants everything
And I hate that part of me
Am I hearing heaven or hell?
I'm fighting myself
If I had known who I'd be
Would I have been proud of me?
'Causе it's getting harder to tell
I'm fighting mysеlf

I thought I'd be safe if I tried hard enough
So I built up some walls Jericho's jealous of
Now I'd kill for some pain just to know I'm not numb
Now I'm waiting and waiting to be satisfied
But the longer I wait, the more I realize
The dreams that I brought 're enemies in disguise

It feels like I've got it all
So tell me, what's wrong with my soul?

My heart wants everything
And I hate that part of me
Am I hearing heaven or hell?
I'm fighting myself
If I had known who I'd be
Would I have been proud of me?
'Cause it's getting harder to tell
I'm fighting myself

It feels like I've got it all
So tell me, what's wrong with my soul?
It feels like I've got it all
So tell me, what's wrong with my soul?
My heart wants everything
And I hate that part of me
Am I hearing heaven or hell?

My heart wants everything
And I hate that part of me
Am I hearing heaven or hell?
I'm fighting myself
If I had known who I'd be
Would I have been proud of me?
'Cause it's getting harder to tell
I'm fighting myself