Crystal Selves

In all the violent loud and bright
Are you more alive
You crush it down in gentle breaths
Til it breaths just right
Don't you feel love
Don't you feel so much better now that you can't see through
Nothing can reach you
You stay awake for several days cause nothing sounds right
Sometimes some time is all it takes to change your mind
Aching in the absence
Wondering where you've been
You hardly lift
Will you always be the one who wants to love but never will