Long Nights

Color me of anxiety
Shade me with everything I try to forget
We both lay on the floor
Finding distance in the beat of our hearts

I sleep in empathy
Because I hope the city said a prayer for me
Or else I just might not be there
I wake in apathy
Cuz I know the city never prayed for me
To think that I might not be there
Alone
Think you hold a face I know?
We crash like waves still holding on
Kisses blown to our lonely Gods
Alone
The one thing I have always known
Last nights words still on your breath
My mouth is full of old regrets

Color me of anxiety
Shade me with everything I try to forget
The moments will change
And the choices they will move with you

A cold night
A cold stare
An old cross to bear
Words in my pocket like a crumpled receipt
The city and me and the loss of defeat

I am the king of nights you spend with your ghosts
No other flesh so you just tear at your own
You wreak of all the minutes stared at your phone
I got my mind
Got my regrets
I am never alone

I am the king of nights you spend with your ghosts
No other flesh so you just tear at your own
You wreak of all the minutes stared at your phone
I am never alone