The Thought

I’m overreacting
That makes me feel even worse about myself
I’m too much
My instability makes me a burden
To everyone around me
My mind always finds a way to blame me
For everything

If you didn’t answer a text I sent you
I was being too annoying
And you don’t like me with reason
You think I’m cloying

If you didn’t like a song I showed you
I’m too shallow
Or trying to be too artsy
But only seeming callow

If you don’t send me the first text me
You probably hate me
And the thought that someone I care about might not like me
Makes me desperately sad

If you didn’t answer a text I sent you
I was being too annoying
And you don’t like me with reason
You think I’m cloying

If you didn’t like a song I showed you
I’m too shallow
Or trying to be too artsy
But only seeming callow

I’m annoying
I’m bland
I’m awkward
I’m ugly
And I’m overreacting