Truth And Tragedy

She went away on business
and something is oh, so wrong
I've fallen on my knees
I found I don't have very long
With this test it looks as though
my life will fill with fear
Have I been mistaken, can I fight this through my tears?
Have I been resentful? Does this mean we are done?
Should I let her know
Is this really happening? Oh, tell me why am I the chosen one? No.
Or should I let her go?

Searching deep within myself, to find the words to say
How to tell the one I love I won't be here to stay
Should I leave this house, our home and drift into the night?
That way then I will not have to feel the pain
And see the fading light… in her eyes…