Dear God

blue skies for everyone and i've not yet begun to place my insecurities. and i'm not sure its fun, i'll tell you when i'm done that i'm not the only one i see. father i've lost my securities, i've left them up at the top of the stairs. where do i go from here? now son stand strong, son stand strong. its easy for you to say. and how can i act on my own when i'm so used to acting like you. dear god, kill yourself why do you play these games. dear god, go to hell. i'm feeling so alone these days. you know nothing lasts forever and i know nothing's ever good enough for you. you've taught me everything i know, now i'm hollowed out and cold and i don't know where to go.
you've taught me everything i know, now i'm hollowed out and cold and i don't know what to do. where are you? how can i act on my own when i'm so used to acting like you?