Losing Control

Just another patron
Watching this unfold
Holding onto senses
Tracing empty walls

How much can I take?
Counting every breath

LOSING CONTROL

There's no connection
No greater cause
No perfect meaning
Just superficial laws

How much can I take?
Counting every breath

LOSING CONTROL
LOSING CONTROL of my life
No matter what happens now, it won't be the same
Denounce reality, frame by frame

I've seen the lies that stem from it
I've seen the contradiction
The truth arranged in mirroring
Condemned by contemplation

My whole life changed in that one pivitol moment
Now i refuse to look back.

"Throughout the whole absurd life I'd lived,
a dark wind had been rising toward me
from somewhere deep in my future...
It was as if I had waiting all this time
for this moment and for the first light
of this dawn to be vindicated."