Void

How did I end up all alone in here again?
I only get so far before I end up giving in
You don't know what it's like
Facing darkness within
I'm so ashamed I never turned into a better man
I sacrificed my flesh so I could make a perfect mark
At the bottom of the bottle find my broken heart
I tried so damn hard to be strong but still I fell apart
My soul has it rock bottom where it's oh so very dark

Where it's oh so very dark

I'm so ashamed that I became a broken, beaten man
How could I be so weak, how could I give it up again
I lost everything I loved
It slipped right through my hands
Now I'm left here shaking
I'm not capable to stand

How did I end up all alone in here again?
At the bottom of the bottle find my broken heart
I tried so damn hard to be strong but still I fell apart
My soul has hit rock bottom where it's oh so very dark

I'm truly sorry
I swear to you I tried
I only found dead ends
And it gets harder every time

It's hard to stay sober
When you're forced to start over
It's hard to see the point when you keep feeling lower, slower
And as I grow older the pressure on my shoulders
Feels like I'm being crushed it's far too heavy to turn over

How did I end up all alone in here again?
I only get so far before I end up giving in
You don't know what it's like to face the darkness from within
I'm so ashamed I never turned into a better man

I sacrificed my flesh so I could make a mark
At the bottom of the bottle find my broken heart
I tried so hard to be strong but still I fell apart
My soul has it rock bottom where it's oh so very dark