A Twilight Season

Every day, every second we die
I feel time running but I'm suspended
As a star in the celestial vault, fixed but changing, trapped…
Suspended in a twilight season when thoughts become elusive
Nothingness spread as plague
Orb of light, give me reason to live
For I know the things I see are fake
I'm on the edge of abyss
I must make a choice
Diving or moving away to break the paradoxal cycle
Can I , can I ?
Suspended in a twilight season, season of doubt
Desolate, desolate, region
Where sanity faith and pride seem to vanish
Inside silence there's an echo
I can hear voice whispering
Saying: "why am I I ?"
As unique spectator
Where are illusions,
A fate's singularity out of control
Dare I cut the Gordian knot
As unique spectator I look at the world
Inside silence there's an echo
I can hear voice whispering
Diving or moving away to break the paradoxal cycle
Can I , can I ?
Suspended in a twilight season, season of doubt
Desolate, desolate, region
Inside silence there's an echo
I can hear voice whispering
Saying: "why am I I ?"
As unique spectator
Where are illusions,
A fate's singularity out of control
Dare I cut the Gordian knot
As unique spectator I look at the world
Inside silence there's an echo
I can hear voice whispering
I look at the world
Inside, but outside