Forgetful

I really fucking hate being so forgetful
It makes everything harder on me
Because of course I should have remembered
Too many forgotten things
I can't remember what I was going to say
Oh shit I think I have a paper due today
With my inability to remember the past
I don't know how long I can last
I constantly catch myself wondering
If I'll ever sing what I want to sing
How can I get my point across with this memory loss?
I really fucking love being so forgetful
It makes everything so easy
Because I don't have to remember
All of my bad dreams
For more than a few days
I don't remember what I was like before I changed
I like to think it was more for the better than worseut really who is to say?
And I know at times it may seem innocently fucking adorable
But I have to tell you man living this way is fucking horrible
I don't remember what I was doing this time last year
I don't know what the hell I'm doing here
And as to what I am I am unsure
God I hope there is a cure to help me remember all of the shit
That I once wanted to forget
What did I do in this parking lot
I need to finish this train of thought
Fuck my memory loss