Self-Hatred Process

Self-Hatred Process
The majestuous diamonds that covers walls
Hurted my eyes like thousand thornes
Sublime artwork mask
That was hidding a cruel fact
Black tears drowning the inside
Without affecting this great structure outside
Perpetual lies, inner conflict, invisibles wounds, strong assault,
Cold fear, dark entrails, burried ideas, suicide images,
Endless pressure, growing torture
Knife painted within the body
Self-hatred mistress
Soundless scream, painful infection
Self-hatred process
It felt like something would go out
But each times it still hurted on the wall
Jailed for eternity in this fucking me
So with a blade
I opened my body
And then the pain flowed...