I'm Stuck Again

(Sorry my English is bad
But my mom can't know how I feel)

Ok
My life has been difficult
I mean damn I had everything to be happy
I didn't know what pain was until 2014
Shit, can I talk without crying
It really broke me, but it was only the beginning
I lost my sanity and I can't get it back now

My mind won't set me free, I'm stuck again
I can't breathe I'm stuck again
I need to continue heavy eyes again

My heart was broken I can't fall in love
Shit I can't trust anyone
I wanted to blame him, but I can't
How would you look with someone who hates himself
I'm sorry I hurt you
But know that it hurt me too

My mind won't set me free, I'm stuck again
I need mercy, I can't feel it again
Shit I'm listening to peep and crying again

Lately I feel like edward scissorhands
Incomplete and with a heart forced to beat
If there's a fucking half of the orange I'm an apple
I will expel you from paradise
Are there really a paradise?
If it exists he lives in my mother and my dog
Maybe I have salvation in a parallel universe
Where there is not so much pressure to be ourselves
Until then I will keep fucking my mind