A Thousand Lives

I have come to seek the truth
From the lies that you sold me
Now you still remain aloof
The pain between us went unsolved
Now I cross myself and stare
Into my mind I now dissolve

How to cope and to decide
How to live a thousand lives
Screaming if to only say
This nightmare is here to stay
No matter how I redefine
I pray to God a thousand times
Now it's done I'm forced to say
The truth will out all the same

I won't reclaim from you
The life you stole
Was one.