Tired

What causes this neverending tearing pain
I'm not alone, but still feel alone
I don't know what life feels like
This death has filled me so completely, so completely

Yet I feel, I want it or not, I feel. I feel
Does it mean hope, what a strange word to me

I'm sorry for doing this, but I hope you'll understand
I'm too tired, I'm too tired, I'll hope you'll understand

I'm sorry for doing this
I'm sorry for doing this, but I'll hope you understand

Pain has not left, it's still hurting
Sorrow is my only feeling
It's feeding me, it's eating me