Suicide Letter

There was a girl in the shell forcing to hide
There was a boy in the shell that fight every day for his life
Just a kind of playing, the same mistakes rise from their minds
Just a shame day fight invade
Tired of their selves and jump in the lack of light

I just felt like staying here forever
Take a breath and then hide here forever

It’s not a phase it’s not in me that’s who I am
Forcing fear disrespect love never came in the past
Empty promises faithless searching the meaning of life
Next to the edge with the weight
The pressure of friends right to your face

I just felt like staying here forever
Take a breath and then hide here forever
How I do what to change
I am more than this pressure in me
It will take a hard way but I still fight now
It’s a new day I am out of this terror
Take a breath and jump out forever
Now I know
More than this
I keep going as myself
I just feel like I’m out of this forever