Neutron

Feeling lost and away, I'm starting to fade
Feeling lost and away, should I even stay
But I know, I can't go
And I know, I'll say no
If they tell me to

Nobody around me, I feel empty and rather lonely
Abandoned and alone, nobody really worries
Too afraid to ask for the help that I need so dearly
Why can't anybody see how I'm struggling within
'Cause I'm a neutron, a nobody that lives in between

Doing bad in every way, I'm starting to fade
Doing bad in every way, should I even stay
But I know, I can't go
And I know, I'll say no
If they tell me to

Nobody around me, I feel empty and rather lonely
Abandoned and alone, nobody really worries
Too afraid to ask for the help that I need so dearly
Why can't anybody see how I'm struggling within
'Cause I'm a neutron, a nobody that lives in between

My mind's plagued with society's expectations
My efforts never rise to the occasion
A neutron, I don't add or subtract to anything
In every situation, there's a spark of hope
And I hope that I'll see it soon

How can I not worry when my best is still unworthy
I'm average at best, not fit for any glory
Too afraid to ask for the help that I need so dearly
Why can't anybody see how I'm struggling within
'Cause I'm a neutron, a nobody that lives in between