For The Last Time

My sweetness, what have you done?
Thinking awful thoughts of what you have become
My sweetness, turned yourself to hate
All the precious things you once said about my fate

My sickness, what have you become?
All these dark things stirring up at once
My sickness, it is now too late
To take back my dreams, cast this shadow away

Close the doors, turn out the light
Say goodbye, for the last time

My sickness used to be so sweet
I'm laughing at my own pathetic self defeat
My sweetness, you are so sick
Makes me wonder how I lived with all your shit

My insides torn up in shreds
peel away the flesh, show my inner threads
My self left, so I wonder who is here
Telling you truths, but making it so unclear