Damaged

This is what I couldn’t say
I didn’t want to walk away
You left me no choice
I didn’t wanna hear your voice

Tell me all the ugly lies
How you traced around her thighs
Look me the eyes
Tell me it’s a lie

I love you
But I Iove to hate you
It’s sad but it’s true
And I’m not over you
You’re in my head
Been in my head

I love you
But I want to hate you
You’re bad for my heart
And you’ve torn me apart
Still in my head
Still in my bed

You took my last breath
When you said those words to me
3 words that were lies
But it meant something to me
And those were the lies
That were sped out of control
And you took my body
And then crushed my God damn soul

But that was the old me
You were a lesson
Not taking your bullshit
So sit down and listen
Yeah I was alright
Doing just fine
You walked into my life
But left with a knife

Straight to the heart yeah
You’re cold to the core
And on your way out you sure slammed the door
I showed you my wounds from the previous one
You said I won’t hurt you but the damage is done
I hope it was worth it

But you’ll get yours and probably
Other things from fucking with whores
I’ll keep my distance and I’ll be okay
Trying to forget that miserable day

You fell out of love I mean that’s what you claim
But what is love when it was all just a game
Ask yourself that when you’re thinking of me
Or hitting me up when there’s something you need