What Am I Doing?

She found hers
I gotta find mine too
Leave it to faith
To make it happen for you

I'm so confused
On how I'm supposed to be
What am I doing?

Am I...

Destined for loneliness
Life shared alone
Writing these songs about my sorrow
On my hotel room floor

Told you I deserve to be happy
You said: That we all do
Selfish of me to want only
The best of you

I'm sorry I'm so sorry
I didn't mean to fall in love
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
I just wanna to be happy too
What am I doing?

It's a mystery
Uncertainty of where this song well end for me

You broke me down, got deep in to my heart
Now don't you leave me crying in the dark

You're so far away now
The time and distance are killing me
Are there enough memories to even feed our hearts
But we are apart

I told I deserve to be happy
You said: She does too
How foolish of me to want only the rest of you

I'm sorry I'm so sorry
I didn't mean to fall in love
I'm sorry I'm so sorry
I just wanna to be happy too
What am I doing?
What am I doing?

It's a mystery
Uncertainty of where this song well end for me