Dissipate

I fall into dust 
The skin on my bones is a place of decay 
Just can't fathom this goddamn mind 
It's bringing me to a place where I will waste away 

Pretend I'm not here 
Did you even see me before? 
I'm not dead just yet 
But you seem to think I'm long gone 
Leaves as red as my eyes 
Swept away with the wind 
Watch me as I fade away 

I might as well bury this shell 
Cuz that's all I ever am 
Why don't you see me in a different light 
Why didn't you see me at all? 
I may as well leave this down 
In the dirt where I belong 
Why didn't you see me when I lost my peace 
If I had any at all 

I said all my tales 
I've buried the books 
Invisible is what I am 
Until you say otherwis