Colorless

I've broken my habits
Just because of you
That was done against my will
To abolish a rule
I've spoken about you
I cried out in pain
Words that no one should listen to
That were not meant for other ears
I don't blame you
It's not your fault
Is it?
It's no scratching off
You're no ink on a blank sheet of paper
My memories of you are pale
For the rest of my life
I don't want to bar you from my life
Even if you never belonged to me
You were the reason for my tears
You were the reason for my sadness and blood
I don't want to blame you
It's not your fault
Is it?
It's no scratching off
You're no ink on a blank sheet of paper
My memories of you are pale
For the rest of my life
That's getting me down
Are you enjoying it?
How dare you?
How could you cut corners?
How dare you?
How could you dress yourself up?
Day in day out
I'm scared of clowns
How dare you?
I'll blame you one day
Tho' it's not your fault
Is it?
It's no scratching off
You're no ink on a blank sheet of paper
My memories of you are pale
For the rest of my life