Breathless

Dying breathless on death's bed
Gasping for air, kissed by an angel's breath
Or some kind of living dead

And from now until the end
Missing everything of my other life

I am staring down at intimate feelings
Desires after something unknown
Until the black rose is welking
Why do I see the invisible man

Standing among my own demons
Waiting for an endless light - In vain
Losing my belief in being saved
Falling down screaming, reaching for the open hand

Vanishing before my inner eyes
Salvation blown away
Dissolving all my dreams
Salvation blown away

Dying until the next invasion
Cold and empty, filled with my own agony
Unleashing the demons from my soul
Falling into the darkness to tame my blame