It's Friday night and closing time in Texas
The boys have had too much to drink again
Now I'm alone, surrounded by sensation
But what I'd give to feel it one more time

I'm going to ruin my life (ruin my life)
Self-sabotage on my mind
So take me to the water, let me sink a little farther
I'm going to pass the time by ruining my life

I woke up in that hospital in Sydney
Yeah, where we went when Jayden broke Ali's nose
(He's gone down!)
The nights were long, and I could hardly face them
But what I'd give to feel it one more time
Yeah, what I'd give to feel it one more time

I'm going to ruin my life (ruin my life)
Self-sabotage on my mind
So take me to the water, let me sink a little farther
I'm going to pass the time by ruining my life

I'm falling back to you
Picking up, picking up the pieces
I'm falling back to you
No sense in ruining my life
I'm falling back to you
Picking up, picking up the pieces, oh
I'm falling back to you
Oh fuck, I'm ruining my life
Yeah, I'm ruining my life
I'm ruining my life

I'm going to ruin my life
Self-sabotage on my mind
So take me to the water, let me sink a little farther
I'm going to pass the time
I'm going to ruin my life (ruin my life)
Self-sabotage on my mind
So take me to the water, let me sink a little farther
I'm going to pass the time by ruining my life