Someone come instead

I'm shattered
And broken beyond repair
I'm jaded
So sick of being here
I fucked up once to many times
This time, I fucked up my whole life

And it's been coming for a while
But I've been hiding in denial
I never quite had what it takes
To be a man
I should've turned myself around
Should've tried to stand my ground
Now it's over and there's, nothing left for me to do but go

It's been too long to make amends
So I'll just go, goodbye, my friend
If you just asked I'd get down on my knees
But we both know it's best if I, just leave

And it's been coming for a while
But I've been hiding in denial
I never quite had what it takes
To be a man
I should've turned myself around
Should've tried to stand my ground
Now it's over and there's, nothing left for me to do but go

Nothing left for me to do but go.

I know I've made too many bad mistakes
And I know I let you down so much
I'll be gone be gone before you know
That I still love you so
But I'm sorry