Jihei Tansaku

Exploration of Regret

Jihei Tansaku

In the gap where we brushed past, I keep cutting and cutting,
すれちがったその誤差に切って切って
Sure chigatta sono gosa ni kitte hatte
Searching endlessly for the reason I shattered it so cruelly.
無情に叩き割ったその訳をつねづね探してる
Mujouni tataki watta sono wake wo tsunezune sagashiteru

On that morning when things went off track, I’m desperate,
ずれしまたその朝に必死になって
Zureshi matta sono asa ni hisshi ni natte
Just crying over the cycle I tore apart without mercy.
無情に引きちぎった循環を悔やんで泣いてるだけ
Mujouni hiki chigitta junkan wo kuyan de naiteru dake

Words that don’t resonate in my heart,
心に響かぬ言葉
Kokoro ni hibikamenu kotoba
Only I’m losing all meaning here.
僕だけもう意味を失うだけ
Boku dake mou imi wo ushinau dake

Just break it.
壊してよ
Kowashite yo

With a heavy heart in spring, dizzy and lost,
憂い浮春、目眩無ままに
Ureiuharu, mebukanu mama ni
I stop connecting with the world around me.
世界と繋ぐのをよしてしまう
Sekai to tsunagu no wo yo shite shimau
Blocked off with no way out,
塞がる手立て
Fusagaru tedate
The needle sways, not moving forward,
揺れる針進まぬままに
Yureru hari susumanu mama ni
I’m just waiting for someone to pick it up and connect it again.
誰か拾うのを、そして繋ぐのを待ってんだ
Dareka hirou no wo, soshite tsunagu no wo mattenda

Words that don’t resonate in my heart,
心に響かぬ言葉
Kokoro ni hibikamenu kotoba
Only I’m losing all meaning here.
僕だけもう意味を失うだけ
Boku dake mou imi wo ushinau dake

Words that echo but don’t reach,
響けど届かぬ言葉
Hibikedo todokanu kotoba
You’re just forgetting me too.
君だってもう僕を忘れるだけ
Kimi datte mou boku wo wasureru dake

Just break it.
壊してよ
Kowashite yo
Remember me.
思い出してよ
Omoidashite yo
Break down the walls.
壁壊してよ
Kabekowashite yo
Remember me.
思い出してよ
Omoidashite yo