Seems To Decay

She seems to decay, this is her way destiny has chosen
Wash last night's dirt away and run as far as your feet can carry you
From now on you're a ghost, somehow existing but not really there
One false step into light and they will point at you, the distance to avoid you

Like a fallen star in the nightsky, there is no home and the ground burns below
No matter where you go the shadows appear and somewhere out there is your demon

Oh, how empty you are there is pain in every breath
And all these walls seem so lifeless reflecting greyness-only sleep
Leave the citys radiation mind their noise and their machines
Cause all these walls seem so lifeless
Reflecting greyness-only cold sleep

It hurts you like a rock as somehow rises the memory
The fear in your eyes is the hunters´ strength

"Who is there for me -no one! Can I talk? - Not to anyone!
I leave these grey walls behind me, to shun their eyes piercing me
Out of the city I run searching for shelter but in whose arms?
Into nature´s green flees my sight as at a small lake I arrive

Standing here all alone as I gaze into the water and I know…
Weeping here all alone as I gaze into the water and I know…
That life will never be the same, someone has hollowed me
And faith will no more grow inside my soul-I have a constant fear
Walking through ashes as my life passes
Wounds and fury-all which is left from me
In these grey constructions a soul has no function
My desintegration will bring me closer to death

…Memories poundering…dead dreams… no aim… visions poundering…
…Someone´s fading… in the grey…memories poundering…dead dreams…
…No aim…visions poundering…somewhere in the grey…

Life will never give the promise that you´ll dare in respect
When life ruins life it´s you who´s next to drown
It´s he who´s full of sick dreams lightless all inside nailing you in his world
A world which is full of cold dreams no more suns to rise, instinct is its god
You´re his slave for a moment, slave to all his world, slave in this grey world!

"I see a ghost in the water"

"How it were to feel life again-a sense that will keep me going on
A moment of light to load my soul but I know-I´m bound to decay
Give light to my eyes kill the demons hiding in the night
Solve me from this coma and heal my wounds…I´m still breathing…"