Blueberry Skies

I was confused about what I love now it's nothing
Is it, regular, to be uncertain about your decisions
Sometimes I want to take it all back and then re-do it again
'Cuz things happen for a reason
And now I feel like I'm cheesin'

It's like, blueberry skies in the middle of the desert
Blueberry skies in the middle of the desert

Close that door open a new one
Know you're not alone when it goes wrong
It hurts my heart, to let it go then try a new one
But it's the best, I couldn't have asked for a better decision
I will devote my whole life to it
'Cuz I, I just wanna stick to it

It's like, blueberry skies in the middle of the desert
Blueberry skies in the middle of the desert

I wanna cry when I'm happy
Just tell me when it'll be alright
I need to learn how to listen to inner me yea the inner me now
Was at an ultimate low point
So grateful that I was put there
Because then I wouldn't be where I am now

I lost myself
Basically forcing myself to do this
I'm now flat on the ground
Feeling level for once in my life

I'd run, away
Away from my problems but they'd always catch up
'Cuz things happen for a reason
And now I feel like I'm cheesin'

Blueberry skies in the middle of the desert
Blueberry skies in the middle of the desert

I wanna cry when I'm happy
Just tell me that it'll be alright
I need to learn how to listen to inner me yea the inner me now
Was at an ultimate low point
So grateful that I was put there
Because then I wouldn't say that I am here now
(I'm floating)