My Worst First Impression

So the best I can has been working out
Confessions all around have made this easier
The best I can is what you asked
And not quite yet would I slow it down.

To my everything you've been so good to me,
But did I deserve this after everything that I had put her through
We barely came out alive
I'll never love again not after you.

Shed tears that you can't hide then I've done something right
Quick bursts of thoughts I've kept came out
In awkward expressions on this paper
And not quite yet would I slow it down.

With your face in the pillow and a mattress half on the floor
From my worst first impression who thought we'd get this far?

The sound breaks and something tells me you know it always will