Merry Go Round

Cloudy sun lit sky without a sun, feeling warm without this heat
Conversation lingers in the air, not even a word was spoken
Sitting in a park soaking wet, park bench cold and metallic
Flowers and grass drenched in the rain, not even a word was spoken

Shadows hover in the distance, in its wake
Reality turns to a dream was it even real at all?
That once was leaves you cold to the bone
Longing for more when there is nothing left not even a word

The perfect spheres of raindrops glisten
While the air smells of what came and went
Wishing the wind would take it all away, accept it

This tragic merry go round and around it spins
Dragging you, vertigo, you start to panic accept it

One step: Put a foot to the ground, one step: It ends the sadness
One step: Sends you headfirst, one step: Into the arms of madness

Can you get off this merry go round
And so you close your eyes because you think that it will save you
All you have to do is just forget with a pinch you open to