Quickly I Take My Time

I don't want her to know I don't know me now
I see something better but I can't let it be somehow
I say goodbye but I know I've never longed to go
I struggle to stray from her eyes
They seem so like home

I'll take my time as fast as I can now
Search my mind to find how to flee this doubt
Search my heart to know how to hold one now
I spin out and let, let my pride unfold
I let go

Is running away the way to relieve my doubt
And if I should stay would the past still find me out
I'm so afraid that my flaws will fail me now
Why do I stray from this voice
The sweetest sound

I'll hide away in truth til it heals my heart
Let it learn to beat for more than mine

I'll take my time as fast as I can now
Search my mind to find how to flee this doubt
Search my heart to know how to hold one now
I spin out and let, let my pride unfold
I let go...so I can know
How to hold a heart

I don't want her to know I don't know me now
I see something better
Can it be somehow?