I'm Alive

I don't think I'll ever get over it
I don’t think I have that power
To get over it

I have grieved your death
One-thousand and one times
And yet you’re still here on my mind
I can still feel you in my life
My closet is a mess of cluttered things
Everything stings and I don't feel right

I wish it were me instead
I wish I was the one that was dead
I wish it were me instead
I wish I was the one that was dead

But I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive
And I don’t know why
I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive
And I don’t know why