IV

It’s midnight once again, time to go to bed
I pray that I will fall asleep, this time won’t be so bad
Throughout the day I think that I will pass you by
I try to distract myself, get something else to do like watch YouTube and avoid art

It’s 1am again and all that I can see is your chat is open
You’re online but not messaging me

I recall that very night where we spoke of love and sex wishing we weren’t apart
What made your feeling fade away?
I belong to you, you’re in my heart and in my brain

From 2 I skip to 3, I try to cry myself to sleep
With everything I did to you but you will never see

I guess we’ll never travel together
I’ll never cook to you
We’ll never share the same bed
I’ll never talk to your mom bout you

I want message you at 4
I'm sorry I hate what we became
I would give everything to go back to the start once again