Heavy

My smile is sweet
You can never tell what I’ve been through
'Cause I stay discreet
It’s none of your business if I'm cool
I’ll just hide it all away

But good God I'm tired
I have never felt so dammed rung out
I feel expired
But none of those feelings can come out
I’ll keep them safe under lock and key but

This smile gets heavy
And no surprise I'm not doing ok
This smile gets heavy
How can I keep living this way

I can never be weak
I done held together until now
It’s way too easy for me
I ain’t built to be broke down

But good God I'm tired
I have never felt so dammed rung out
I feel expired
But none of those feelings can come out
I’ll keep them safe under lock and key

This smile gets heavy
And no surprise I'm not doing ok
This smile gets heavy
How can I keep living this way
This smile gets heavy
Heavy

And when you're lost and afraid
My smile will take your pain away
It’s ok
I’ll be strong
I’ll help you carry on

But good God I'm tired
I'm so worn out
I feel expired
And if those feelings can’t come out
I’ll keep them locked

This smile gets heavy
And no surprise I'm not doing ok
This smile gets heavy
How can I keep living, keep living this way
This smile gets heavy